Friday, October 14, 2005

ok...shall blog xtra...now tht i m at home...was alittle high this afternoon...had too much coke...starting disturbing julie....haha...i actually felt quite bad cus i overdid it abit and it was kinda childish....whack ur head so hard...oms....

ok la...i shall just apologize on my blog for being so offensive on my blog to the guy hu bit glenns arm...i mean like think of it from his perspective....he is kinda of quite sad too....i mean like....since sec 1...he has been like tht...maybe its the way he has been raised or sumthing...i guess its not realli his fault he turned out like tht....he wasnt overall tht bad at 1st but he didnt sort of fit in and everyone shunned him...so sigh....guess we shud realli pity him too....sigh...i mean the physical wound he left on glenn's arm will heal...but the things ppl say and maybe even do to him....will they ever heal?

anyway....makes me look at my own life....i mean like being a part of this world...we see stuff everyday....we read stuff everyday...we hear stuff everyday...i guess i should realli thank God for everything...

tht i have a complete family hu cares even thou i m over cared for at times

tht i have frens hu keep me company and comfort and encourage me...sometimes u feel their never there....but when u need them the most...they always pop out somehow....

tht i at this tender age of almost 16 tht i have learnt so many life lessons, some through the hard way...but while learning lessons n making sure i dun make these mistakes again...at least the consquences were never dire

tht i found this place called city harvest tht realli provided me with a spiritual family tht leads and guides me all the same...

and tht i found God....n tht he has realli changed my life since i found him n tht he has placed all these ppl in my life tht have impacted me so greatly

i thank God tht my life has workeed and has turned out the way it is...life is never easy...its never been a bed of roses....but i couldnt have asked for a better life....even if i could live it again....i would live it the same cus of all the great ppl...all the great memories...all the great experiences....

|cowpoo| 8:53 PM|

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